First off, I'M BACK!!!! :D LOL
THE FACES OTHERS SEE IN THEIR OWN MIRRORS
Many are known for their faces, some so recognizable that strangers take second looks and smile to their own little accomplishment of knowing someone they never met, but recognized only by looks alone from fame or simply sharing the same times on a sidewalk commute day after day. Many are known by their amazing things they do, extraordinary service for others, above and beyond the call of their respected duties. Those who serve in the military, fire department, or even the police. My Godfather was a Los Angeles police officer, I will not disclose his division. Many things turned bad, told to me by my dad when I was little, so my knowledge is still based on my childhood perspective and comprehension. My brother got to know him better than I did, even knew him back when he was still on the force. Unfortunately, there was corruption going on deeply in the ranks of his division, and many of those who did not avert their eyes to the internal crimes, were "dealt with", targeted, threatened, and for some, well... My God-father is a good man, I remember him as so but long ago, and I know that much only by what time I did know him he could not possibly do the bad many around him were guilty of. He was one of the good ones in fact, even earned the Metal of Valor, yet he was still harassed, and threatened years later when his time came to be called to testify against the guilty. He has since moved and we not heard from him in many years, but I do hope he is doing well.
MEDIA STUFFS, INTERNAL STUFFS... IS ALL FULLY KNOWN THESE DAYS?
The media focused on key stories that involved the corruptions in that division, but much of all that occurred, remained hidden from main media, and so was resolved, eventually. This mess of events, which really began long before, was before the time my family moved from L.A. So... people are known for their actions, their choice to do the right thing no matter what threats go towards them. The media, mainly the parts that mention more details, mention of those who stood up for the right, those who testified, those who faced life changing risks, those who are only known for what they did, rather than by their faces or their looks alone. My Godfather, among others, never were mentioned by name for what they did, which was, to believe in the reason they were given their badges to begin with, belief in justice, the right thing, morality of society, even tho that is at times hard to believe exists in this day and age with all the shootings and killings going on.
Everyone who is known for one thing or other involving "goodness" all have one thing in common, they have hearts. Unfortunately not all think or "speak" with or through their heart but only from the dark areas of their mind and that only spawns bullying, and social degradation, especially on the many online formats of communications (too many to mention). If only everyone could speak to each other online the same as they would if having a face-to-face conversation, then things might be a bit different in today's online world. Along with advocating cancer awareness, as well as other health disorders, I also support and will be advocating more on Anti-bullying, and will continue to just be me, being just one example of online existence that is based on living life to it's fullest, with smiles, happiness of surrounding atmosphere online and even in real life, and words of loving nature with care and passion, as well as understanding and acceptance.
Now for my reasons I been gone for the last two months, lol. My PC had some hard times with an old hard drive and I just felt I had to just clean up old files and things would be fine. My drives are well organized and I run more than one hard drive in my PC, but the main hard drive reached it's end so things went poof, along with my main rough drafts of my blog and other writing I had done. I did manage to access some files I needed that I really needed, but not everything, lol. But, it is not the end of the world, I did find that I copied part of my rough draft of this blog post here at least in a saved post unpublished, and so I was able to continue with it, lol. ...so YAY!!!
I did get a hard drive to fix my PC, and great thanks to a dear friend for that. I can continue my work now and keep in touch with the jewels of my life's crown. Friends are like jewels in a crown to me, and just like I am able to see the girl in the mirror that I no like to see, some jewels I have in my life have some special "facets" that gives me a reflection of me I feel so much more comfortable with than what I do see in the mirror, I feel I am still the me I remember in the "reflection" they give me. I would not be able to be happy without my life's jewels/my friends, they all are so precious to me and they show me that love is a great thing this world still has all around. Loving friends together sure can bring on the full balance of life no matter what the obstacles that life lies before any one of us. Again, ty for helping me, allowing me to help others in turn! o:')
So I must say it is so great to be back online and be slowly regaining my momentum I had before, lol. I still am just half ways through reinstalling everything I had and use practically everyday. I did have to use Linux once again to check email, lol. Live CD is great but I just wish it was more like Windows like I am so used to running, lol. I will learn Linux one day and not be so lost, but for now I am so happy to have my old Windows XP 32 bit again, lol. I do hope to get Win 7 64bit someday, in due time as always, lol. I will be saving my pennies to pay Bill Gates for his awesome Winders 7 Pro 64bit!! :D (yes I said "winders" LOL)
For now, I must cut this one short since I am still installing stuffs and must get back to my work in Second Life building for our team camp along the virtual Relay Track for the Relay For Life event. I will be posting pics on Facebook, so do check when you can for updates!
Bye for now everyone, *big hugs to all* ~Jenn o:)
WORDS FROM ONE END IS WORTH WORDS FROM THE "OTHER" END IF NOT FILTERED THROUGH THE HEART!!!
Everyone who is known for one thing or other involving "goodness" all have one thing in common, they have hearts. Unfortunately not all think or "speak" with or through their heart but only from the dark areas of their mind and that only spawns bullying, and social degradation, especially on the many online formats of communications (too many to mention). If only everyone could speak to each other online the same as they would if having a face-to-face conversation, then things might be a bit different in today's online world. Along with advocating cancer awareness, as well as other health disorders, I also support and will be advocating more on Anti-bullying, and will continue to just be me, being just one example of online existence that is based on living life to it's fullest, with smiles, happiness of surrounding atmosphere online and even in real life, and words of loving nature with care and passion, as well as understanding and acceptance.
THE GIRL IN THE MIRROR... WHERE SHE BEEN?!!!
Now for my reasons I been gone for the last two months, lol. My PC had some hard times with an old hard drive and I just felt I had to just clean up old files and things would be fine. My drives are well organized and I run more than one hard drive in my PC, but the main hard drive reached it's end so things went poof, along with my main rough drafts of my blog and other writing I had done. I did manage to access some files I needed that I really needed, but not everything, lol. But, it is not the end of the world, I did find that I copied part of my rough draft of this blog post here at least in a saved post unpublished, and so I was able to continue with it, lol. ...so YAY!!!
BIG "TY" TO CATHY AND STRETCH FOR THEIR HELP BRINGING ME BACK TO FULL ONLINE FUNCTION!!!
I did get a hard drive to fix my PC, and great thanks to a dear friend for that. I can continue my work now and keep in touch with the jewels of my life's crown. Friends are like jewels in a crown to me, and just like I am able to see the girl in the mirror that I no like to see, some jewels I have in my life have some special "facets" that gives me a reflection of me I feel so much more comfortable with than what I do see in the mirror, I feel I am still the me I remember in the "reflection" they give me. I would not be able to be happy without my life's jewels/my friends, they all are so precious to me and they show me that love is a great thing this world still has all around. Loving friends together sure can bring on the full balance of life no matter what the obstacles that life lies before any one of us. Again, ty for helping me, allowing me to help others in turn! o:')
THE GIRL IN THE WINDER, LOL
So I must say it is so great to be back online and be slowly regaining my momentum I had before, lol. I still am just half ways through reinstalling everything I had and use practically everyday. I did have to use Linux once again to check email, lol. Live CD is great but I just wish it was more like Windows like I am so used to running, lol. I will learn Linux one day and not be so lost, but for now I am so happy to have my old Windows XP 32 bit again, lol. I do hope to get Win 7 64bit someday, in due time as always, lol. I will be saving my pennies to pay Bill Gates for his awesome Winders 7 Pro 64bit!! :D (yes I said "winders" LOL)
For now, I must cut this one short since I am still installing stuffs and must get back to my work in Second Life building for our team camp along the virtual Relay Track for the Relay For Life event. I will be posting pics on Facebook, so do check when you can for updates!
Bye for now everyone, *big hugs to all* ~Jenn o:)
