Been doing ok, getting out more and regaining life and function lil at a time. Such a slow thing recovering with things, but for the most part, its just nice to feel better. Yesterday, I had an appmt to have bloodwork done, an early time too, so, decided to sleep after I got back home. LOL, Doc put in for my going to radiology right after the Lab visit and so that added to less sleep, gotta love those appointment reminder calls where you find out the changes, lol.
As far I kno all is still ok, I have couple cysts. Its no news about my having those, I always had them throughout my life far as I remember, since middle school at least. Still tho, I just get nervous with any scan, and the wait till follow up to find out details if anything, grrr,, , unless Im called in, then Ill kno, but so far, no call. *suspense continues*
Now, perhaps the details have not really been said here, since I deleted alot of my older posts, but, to say briefly..... I learned I have a dum hereditary gene, it caused early age cirrhosis, turned cancer, and it spread. I found out in 08, , Im the 2% according to my health team, Im a survivor, and am thankful each day I wake up. I may not be the picture of health yet, but , in time Im sure, I still need a transplant, no longer on critical list but on the list still, tho, with my blood type, just hard to find my match, so many factors, but Im still here. o:)
To some, Im left with alot of loss, , that sounds like an oxymoron, I kno, lol. No voice (nerve damage during tumor extraction), have lil feeling below my waist and lost of precision of my left arm (complication of hypoglycimia), and must eat several small meals instead of normal three square meals a day. I take vitamins, nutrition supplements, seemingly all day.... BUT, Im alive, I can type, I can play world of warcraft, I have friends, I have a smile. I have alot, and that surpasses the loss. Im still finding my ways to get around my disabilities, and that too is a slow process. I have yet to learn sign, but noone around me knows it, but I have found ways to communicate, and that works well so far. In time, Ill learn it for sure.
In WoW game, I was told in a private conversation chat about raid group leading, to never to allow my disabilities to get in the way of doing what I can otherwise be fully capable of doing. Which is the point I took from what was said in that chat, and I fully respect that point. I have yet to let some things keep me down, but , the subject of that mention was of my being mute and therefor, my thought I could not be a leader in a group in world of warcraft. They use ventrilo, a voice chat program, to talk to the group logged in "vent" alongside the game. It helps tons with giving directions and voicing is sooo much faster than, my typing, or typoing, lol, the directions to the group. Ill find a way on this setback on how to get around the voice thing, but for now, Ill type, even if it holds raid up some, if I find myself in a lead spot in a group one day, lol. Perhaps I can create macro buttons to actually use a recording to say something into the mic channel, hmm, ideas, ideas, lol.
To read up on my venture in the game of World of Warcraft, click ->> HERE <<-
I may try being lead one day, but will need help with voicing shout outs on some things , but I can direct, I kno the strategies and such, but just have not found a way to voice in that game. I kno I can use text to voice stuff, but, what I used before took a long time, and Im not sure if I can change settings in sound input from output of what I hear into vent without causing feedback when others talk. Maybe Ill figure setting something with sound channels or , Idk, but Ill figure it out sometime for sure. For now, I can assist and be of help with strategy with my friend who is lead in my group in game and work on something in the mean time.
For now, this story continues, Im still here, and I am thinking on doing as the Doc suggested, and thats doing a "last" treatment, to be sure, and it may be low level dosages, not sure. I just been enjoying feeling well , about as well as a stitched up swiss cheese block, LOL, just kidding on that. I will be oks, my dark humor still intact, its a good sign, trust me. But , ya, Im going to be consulted on the treatment soon after I return from my trip up to Mammoth Lakes. I miss it up there, and I cant wait to just sit and relax in that crisp air , listenning to the sounds of the wind blowing on the tops of the trees, birds chirping, squirrels climbing the trees, bears strolling through the camp.... bears? What?!! LOL, ya, last time we saw a bear, the forestry rangers had to tranquilize the bear to transport it safely up higher into the forest away from the town. Bears can cause extensive damage when irresponsible visitors are in the area as well as both bear and humans being in danger of injury or death. I am a very responsible camper, as are both my brother and my best friend, who are taking me. That bear was heading towards a construction site near the main road in town, so they had little choice but to use a tranquilizer gun to keep all safe, bear and ppls.
Ill update more on anything as things go on with stuffs in the world of Jenncraft, lol. and I might post a pic or two of my trip, mebbe. but dont expect me in it. Thats not gonna happen yet. Besides, I hate my pic taken before, so imagine how I feel after stuff , happened, mmhmm. Anyhoo, best of health to you all, live to the fullest in the time you have, and be well doing it. At least as well as u can be, o:)
Bye for now o:)
